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Recently I've had thoughts, mostly varies, but all along the lines of "Okay, I've got this figured out", "I'm pretty happy how I am", "Life is going pretty smoothly" and "I've finally got a plan for the future". Then, somehow, after this sense of content starts to settle (over lumps of little lingering anxieties, but I digress), key components of my life somehow completely change and I'm met with a whole new perspective. It's like, once the universe thinks I'm steady on my own two feet, that means I just need a monkey wrench in my best-laid plans.
Oh, wait, the "Best laid plans of mice and men" philosophy. I forgot about that before I started typing this. But I guess that explains everything: no matter what we plan or how foolproof it is, something can and will go wrong, because there is no way to have 100% control.
Okay, maybe I answered my own inquiries.
Still, has anyone else had experiences like this? Is this how the rest of life is going to be? I'm staying optimistic that I can still handle it.
(P.S. I am 18 and 7 months and somehow I got jury duty? Is this common?)
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-Mackenzi
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In addition/update
I'm going to post my daily horoscope here, so I can share with someone how incredibly accurate it is. Today for Scorpio:
"You are on edge today as the Moon moves into your sign. You may feel exhausted because your mood swings can be hard to manage. Fortunately, you are able to take them in stride when you know what to expect. Nevertheless, delaying an important decision is a good idea now, so don't let anyone talk you into making a choice under pressure. It's your prerogative to wait until you're completely ready before making your move."
This fits today to a T. Thank you Tarot.com for giving me some good advice.
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